Meditation hippy

I am writing this as I am hopefully going to go into a phase of deep meditation. The reason why I am going to go into such a deep meditation,is that I want to manifest something. I would like to manifest my dream reality to beverly hills Bel air drive 924. I would like to be chilling at a nice pool at a hotel in LA. With a monitor and some friends around a pool feeling the energy of the city feeling rhe heartbeat of the pulse of your life I want to manifest this reality which is why I am going to get real with myself and be honest with myself and I am going to go into a deep phase of meditation. I want to see what is lying on the otherside. I think you know if I get real with myself and with the knowledge and experience that I have with everything that I could manifest something quite spectacular. If I remain disciplined and keep to my meditation for longer periods of time. I believe my life will turn around vonetely. The question is am I ready for the new reality.