There are many things that define our lives as human beings. There are so many external forces which are being impressed in our minds, that it is hard for us as humans to know exactly what it is that we should do with the. This is where the feeling of the dark night of the soul arises from. After having the spiritual awakening or realization that you are more than matter and that their us an infinite potentiality within you. What are you going to do with all of this new found power?
And that is where I come in. You see, I have been on the spiritual path for a very long time now following the commandments and teachings of the lord Jesus christ. I have been through so many difficult times and difficult challenges that I can’t describe to you, how hard it really has been for me. But this is the teaching of jesus christ, and what we can see and say from the teachings of god, is that suffering is apart of nature and in fact one cannot avoid it in a world that is fallen and laden with sin and evil.
But what are we to do with all of this suffering? Are we to fall into the trap of becoming a victim. Sure being a victim serves its purpose and place within the grand scheme of things, but we can never say from a spiritual perspective that being down on yourself can produce any fruit of value. Sure bad emotions come and they are a part of everyday living. But it is the intention of our will to be able to control the thoughts which are in our consciousness and mind, and to create the life which we desire. To fulfill our destinies.
And that is what I am preaching today, in the name of Jesus christ. Is that God has created us in his image to be powerful creators of life just as he is. Nobody wants to go near the church when their are hypocritical failures professing to know or follow God. That is just Satan’s strategy, to infiltrate God’s most precious place the church. I am telling you today, that God wants you to make a success out of your life, and that it is possible to have the thoughts in your mind that you wish for in order to create the life of your dreams.
One of the major problems I see with myself as a spiritual Christian, a follower of jesus christ, is that I feel that I am not getting the recognition that I feel like I deserve. I bend over backwards to the world but due to the sin and evil, the mutual feeling of reciprocation is not mutual. How do we govern ourselves as followers of the church of God in an evil world that not only does not give you any validation. But actually tries to take validation away from you and hence tries to destroy you in the process?
Part of the process is to realize, that you cannot look towards a sinful world for recognition. In a perfect utopian society the external world does give you validation that every being inherently has the right to feel and experience. But I am saying, due to the sin and evil in the world and universe at large, it is very hard to get that recognition.
My proposition to this solution of a very mean and cruel society, is to go within. But the thing is what exactly in the internal world are we looking for? For me after having many mental illnesses and disorders I can say definitively that a part of my mental problem had something to do that I didn’t know what exactly it was that I was looking for.
But what I am saying today coherently, is that concept of self worth. Every person of god is inherently valuable, and you have to dig deep into the recognition that you are inherently valuable. The devil and Satan often in the form of the evil people in the world will try and come to you and make you feel that you are not worth anything. That you are worthless. But this is far from the truth of life. In jesus christ, we are more than conquers and immensely valuable to God and to the creation as a whole. Take back your own value and self worth and go within and believe you are valuable. Stop letting the devil and satan break you down and steal your inate self worth. Live in the internal world of spirit and do not be flustered by the seemingly negative reactions of a sinful and evil world. Focus your mind solely on the creator of the universe and world jesus christ himself, and recognize what God is saying about your deepest feelings. Which is that you are powerful beyond measure. And that you are valued. You are valuable in his eyes, and you are valued to the children of god. The only thing you have to finally recognize, is if you are valuable in your own eyes. Thanks be to God. Amen.
I love you..church..xoxo
Christian Hippy Monk 